Well....I guess I *now* have an explanation for why I have never shared true friendship / a friendship connection / a social bond....with '*ANY*' subanime mortal.


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After this year, and the repeated demonstrable proof events, I note subanime mankind is finished.... .


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I now can conclusively say....'r*tardation', 'ment*l' 'illness', 'and' 'soullessness'....'art' 'an' 'unreachable'........'and' 'hopeless' 'trifecta'.

I noted 'three' 'messageboards', and each time.....I noted 'the' 'same' 'kind' 'of' 'insanity' '/' 'incompetence' '/' 'neuroticism'...... .

You just can't reach 'the' 'insane' with logic & reasonThe ( Read more... )

Tuesday night, and yesterday......(after midnight) had me writing down tantamount discoveries / discernments...in my paoer notes.

I was actually in quite deep shock......about the r*velations...., perhaps the most shock I have experienced in about a decade..... . (*Nods*). (*Thinks ( Read more... )

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Trigger Warning:

This post is not 'roleplaying', and contains pictures and concepts not meant for 'mortals'.

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I am not going to call this journal 'an' 'embarrassment', but clearly I had no clue or awareness at the 'nature' of 'subanime' 'mankind'.....when I set this thing up...over ( Read more... )

I just can't.... . I CAN NOT......clutch to a handful of certain facts that fit my goals, and then '***IGNORE***' and 'filter' 'out' 'at' any repeatedly observable facts that are unexpected and / or mean a ***WHOLE*** lot of work and lifestyle adjustments for me ( Read more... )

Trigger Warning: Starry Maiden, if you are here, I am not sure if you would want to read this. No harm is intended here in these words.

I'm not bored of life, but I am tired... . Yea, but I am not a quitter....... . I know I need a new lifestyle, I know I can handle a new lifestyle in a fast-paced and transformed new world, but it looks like I ( Read more... )

The latest effects of the n*notherapy trial.....hath me facing facts about myself?

I'm about to......


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May be a while before I get back to my latest daily posting level ( Read more... )